Wednesday, November 20, 2013

lockstep


lock step with jordan
and picking at my face
picking what I do, what I do
I don't pick on jordan
and he don't pick on me
we picked up the anhydrous
and no one picked a fight

“I'm gonna' cook it here”
ass, jordan, you kill us both
pick your face and pick a zit
pick your friends, my momma said
pick 'em well
I picked my friends and I picked jordan

lock step with jordan
“she gonna come later, pick it up”
we could meet her in the woods
or meet her on the street
or meet her by that house
by the gas station
by the church
that they made into a restaurant
so we met her by the empty apartment
by the bar
by the strip club
by the way, she knew the truth
and I was lock step with jordan
and jordan ran to the woods
and then ran back
and we knew someone was coming

ass, jordan, you kill us both
my momma used to cook in the house
but it was meatloaf and tuna and beans
never cooked like this

and someone was coming
and jordan was shaking
and I was sweating like a puddleboy of death
he started to cook
ass, jordan, I screamed
let's go to the woods
and he was shaking
and I swore I heard a siren
and in a half-light dream like damnass scream
I saw the flames

ass, jordan, you gonna kill us
and he was mumbling, mumbling shaky deathwords
and why he took the white gas to burn the stuff
I'll never know

white gas fail-pass white trash can
bake a crankman and a crankman can
ass, jordan, your face is melting
and the car is burning
and the stuff is going
and the house is catching
we got running

ass, jordan, your face is melting
so I dropped him by the clinic
by the grocery store
by the shelter
by the river
right outta my car
and his ass jordan melty face
all crispymelt eye-slit scary
and I ain't gonna walk
lockstep with jordan no more

Monday, November 18, 2013

Hidden

When you lost
Your friend, child, 
Mother, brother,
Our combined tears
Mixed together
To nourish
The water angels
Who came to care for them
When the flood waters came
With a complex power
From the deep
Without reason, 
Making no sense
As you go hungry
Hearts sink
Souls go numb,
The deck of cards
Is cut and warped
From a water stain

Monday, November 11, 2013

apparent self-strangulation

hanging by a thread
and hanging by a rope

they gave him enough rope

rope burn hives like beef-jerky twine
kick the stool if no one kicks it for you
drop like a sack of lead
if the lead in the paint don't kill you

“i got the cash, i got the cash”
“you got the crank?”
“i got the crank”

he got the rope
he got the stool
and a rope burn hive like beef-jerky twine
solid as breath
stagnant as death
and hoop-holler nightmare
stool-kicking time

waste it left and right in a blur
sexcrankroadtripsexcrankbloodknife
knocking over motels
knocking over gas stations
knocking over line after line after line
steelcold crystal burn like baking lime
and a rope burn hive like beef-jerky twine
run and cut
run and cut
runcutruncutruncut
cut his neck and
cut his crank and
cut his life and
cut it short and

cut

Friday, November 8, 2013

mick-boy sells it all (meth and sex and hope)

burned up hole-hide
hiding in the ash
hiding in the
little tiny bits
little tiny bits of ground up bone
ground up bone
and the parts that don't burn away to dust
hiding in the hole
that a hole-hiding
death-trap wizard sold as a dream
dream in a death-trap
and slap yourself silly 
with your high-priest scream

done it all, done it all
we have all done it all
but the death trap wizard did it more and better
(for more and better is what we like)
with a day of crank-stuck sex and sweets
stick in a place where it hurts more than usual

sure, you've done it all
we all did it all,
and the life you live in the life you live
looks like ash and bits of bone
and crank-stuck sex and sweets
offered on the corner of your perfect life
you death-trap wizard sliding high-priest steam
with the steam that bleeds
and never burns away to dust
in a crank-stuck stream


you wizard, you

Thursday, October 31, 2013

Creepy Feast



Wormy green apples
Covered in caramel glue
Specially hand-made
By my great-aunt Lou
My sisters made popcorn balls
With something so vile
Last time they served them
They went up on trial
Uncle Rick’s soup in a cauldron
Is looking at you
I thought that it winked
Through the liquidy goo
Lady finger cakes
With real painted nails
Curled up and dried
Served up in pails
Next year – no relatives!
I’ll stay home alone
On Halloween night,
Watching "Twilight Zone"

 

Prompt #181 We Write Poems


Happy Halloween!
 





Monday, October 21, 2013

Procrastinator's Stew



Paging through color photos
Mysteriously coded instructions
Appearing as gibberish
To a clouded mind,
Growling stomach
Frustrated by epic long lists
Of foreign ingredients
Evading a sad larder
Crying out
For a farmer’s market fix,
Spice market sit-in
Butcher’s brawl,
Baker’s punching bowl,
Begging for an air-drop
Into a cramped kitchen
With a half-hour
Til company arrives
Time only for
Speed-dial,
A quick Ciao
And a pick up
Of Italian carry-out



Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Pulaski Alley, 1964



Old Mrs. Meezly
With the
Carefully sculpted scowl
Lived across
The street from
The childhood homestead
Never stepping outside
Except to yell at
Obnoxious urchins
Wandering too near
The wrought iron gate,
Protector of thorny shrubs
And hoodwinked rumors
From buffoons
Defying the pointed finger tremors,
Screechy party-line howls
Fear and bravado colliding
With children’s souls on
All Hallows Eve
Taunting the door
Answered by
Bruised crab apple treats
Scavenged from
A haunted tree
Tokens of trepidation
With an ominous smile

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Scout's Honor

Listening for the sound
Of firing muskets,
Cannonball explosions,
Broken twigs,
Stallion breath
Paid with disease
For services rendered
Trade-off
Avoiding the
Claustrophobic walls 
Of fort school
Listening
For the Spirit calling
Choice between the
Ancestors of
White father,
Native mother,
Mother Earth singing 
Her ancient song
To a drum
Inside his chest
Spirit of Father Sky
Raining tormented streams
From his eyes



In memory of Grandfather Pierre